I had the utmost delight of going to see the movie Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them today.
Movies are incredible. I’m actually a book person, but only because movies effect me too deeply, too all-at-once, they are too sharp and pointed for repeated sittings. With a book, I may slowly marinate on their magnificence for 200 pages or so. I may let the ideas, the scenery, the characters slowly infiltrate my mind and touch the creviced, receptive landscape of my brain. Not so with movies.
Movies are like crowbars to me. They are so much. They are images, they are music, they are talent and creativity. They are ideas, they are change, they are incredible, and I only have 2 hours or so for those things to break into my skull and fiddle about inside me, uncareful hands and unquiet voices. Often, I am deeply affected by them. People astound me. They astound me!
I place such a high value on J.K. Rowling, her works, and on movies which win me. I cried through half of it because of how strongly it wrecked about inside of me just by its association with Harry Potter which was a powerful transformative force for me as a person. I cried because I am frequently in awe at the creative capabilities of human beings and the amount of collective creativity it takes to go into a movie like that…creation is probably the most pure, God-given force on the planet. If anything in this world can save humanity, it’s art. It’s creation. It’s because of the gentle touch of books and the forced-entry of movies, the confused flutter of breath from a painting or drawing or sculpture, the delicate dab of a kiss from a photograph, the feather on the back of the neck from a poem…it’s all of these that grip people by the heart and tell them to learn. It’s all of these that have the capacity to save, change, and to destroy.
I may be one of few crazies that derive so much from a movie, imaginings of a revolution of art from a story about magical creatures, but art has always made me crazy. And hopeful. It is perhaps strange to witness, me, throttled and ready to erupt after a short sitting through a film. It is like this balloon of feeling frequently wells up inside of my stomach, nudging my heart until there’s no room for it, it envelops it, overwhelms it, and it comes spewing out of my mouth and fingertips when I can’t hold it back anymore. Movies are like an air pump into that balloon, already packed so tight with feelings, sometimes hopeless ones, sometimes ecstatic, awe-struck ones. It, I think, is the experience of an empathetic person to find things so common to be absolutely exhausting simply by their manipulation of emotions, their collection and use of the witness’s participation in their world. Oh, but I do it so willingly.
What fun would a movie be if that world were shattered, if I didn’t offer it everything I had for the short time I payed to be enraptured by it? It would be shallow, and there’s nothing I despise more than a lack of depth, a lack of investment.
Despite the fact that movies have frequently broken an entering into my mind and heart, I hold them in high esteem. I hope that as the art of other incredible humans transforms me, saves me, and inspires me, that my creation may do all the same for me, and perhaps, if the world sees fit to accept it, it may be that force for others.
To you creatives, your art means the world. It is that important. It means the world.